Thursday, August 29, 2013

Emotional

I'm feeling very emotional today and I don't really know why.  I cried on my drive to work this morning after dropping you off and then cried when I ran to Target at lunch too.  Sometimes I think I just need to hold and snuggle you and getting back into the work groove is proving to be a bit more difficult than I originally anticipated. 

Last night you blew out 2 (yes, 2) diapers.  At Stacey's house.  On Cori.  It was not pleasant.  I literally couldn't even believe it.  I don't know how something so small can get rid of something that big.  Your stomach must have just been pretty upset.  When I finally got you home and gave you a bath, you proceeded to just smile and coo at me once you were on your changing table.  It was seriously adorable.  I think that even when I get frustrated you somehow just know and can make me smile and fall even more in love with you.

You are becoming so much more alert now and you love to just look around and be facing outward.  I often wonder what is going on in that little head.  It's amazing how quickly you're developing and learning things.  I try not to let myself get discouraged when I get the "you've got a 3 month old" emails and they list out all the things you apparently should be doing.  You're catching up so well and I think that you're even ahead of where I thought you would be. 

Your Daddy fed you this morning at about 6:45 and then tried to put you back down to bed.  When I looked over at you about 10 minutes later you were just chilling in your rock-n-play looking around and when I said hi to you, you totally smiled.  You're so happy in the morning and I just wish I got to spend more mornings with you. 

I'm definitely thinking that tonight will be a snuggle night because I've got Stacey's rehearsal and wedding for the next few days and won't get to see you quite as much.  I'll miss those squishy little cheeks and those sticky-outy ears.

xoxo

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